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It's now 3:06 am as I look at the clock. Wide awake and so very lonely without my Joyselyn. I walk back and forth,

wanting to hear her voice, see her sitting or in bed sleeping. I am so used to tucking her in at night, have for a couple of
years now. Fix her nightly ice water and place it on her nightstand. Making sure all her Meds have been taken. A deep

long loving hug, a final night's kiss, maybe that foot massage; Look in those deep beautiful brown eyes till they fade
into sleep. I am missing her so. I will wake early and get a ride back to the hospital; I will soon be back by her side.

It is now Sunday, 7:30 pm, that's right, pm. At the beginning of Hanukkah and Yahusha has decided to let Joyselyn
spend it in a hospital bed. What’s even worse, I just woke up from a long sleep. I should have been with her hours ago.

Forty miles away seems like the other side of earth to me. Yahusha, please make way for me to be with her. I called the

hospital, and they put me through to her room. I was so glad to hear her voice, to tell how sorry I was for not being
there with her. She said all was well and be there when I can. The following day, indeed, I was.

I must say that I am glad it never came to giving up any of those body parts. Knowing how much Joyselyn's Father in
Heaven loves her, I knew deep down He would heal her and guide the doctor's hands to do His will. Days went by, and

more days to come. So, blessed am I to spend those beautiful days with my Joyselyn.

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