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I am not a tenth of what I thought myself to be, but my heart is still compelled to move forward, to share my love lost,

my Joyselyn. I do pray that my readers will find something in my words to help make lives better. The best advice I have,
is to give your heart, mind, and soul over to the Lord. By looking back and sitting in my loneliness I see all that I have

missed. All that the Father has blessed me with, my Joyselyn, a helpmate committed to leading me to His heart.

Feb. 20, 2021

Surfing the websites today, I came across by accident a recipe that my Joyselyn had been searching for an exceedingly

long time. Out of my excitement, I found myself calling out to my Joyselyn to let her know what I had discovered.

Moments of forgetfulness. What a moment of disappointment. What a kick to the stomach and spike through the heart.
If she were here to receive this good news, I would have been showered with hugs and kisses; not to mention a glorious
meal.

Mar. 2, 2021

I'm alone and so missing my Joyselyn. Miss the cuddling and soft-spoken words shared between us. I have no other

outlet than to share my empty heart with strangers. I can only hope that my words will help someone, that my words
give hope and healing to your loved one(s). I pray no one will ever feel this kind of loss in life. Make sure you tell all that

needs to hear those words. I Love you. Say them often; speak them from your heart. Life is short-lived, too short for
not sharing a sincere and open heart. There is no guarantee that when you close your eyes tonight, that they will open

with the morning light.

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