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what?
          In the midst of the silence that hung over the village a
       heart-rending cry rose on the air. Bovary turned white to
       fainting. She knit her brows with a nervous gesture, then
       went on. And it was for him, for this creature, for this man,
       who  understood  nothing,  who  felt  nothing!  For  he  was
       there quite quiet, not even suspecting that the ridicule of
       his name would henceforth sully hers as well as his. She had
       made efforts to love him, and she had repented with tears
       for having yielded to another!
         ‘But it was perhaps a valgus!’ suddenly exclaimed Bovary,
       who was meditating.
         At  the  unexpected  shock  of  this  phrase  falling  on  her
       thought like a leaden bullet on a silver plate, Emma, shud-
       dering, raised her head in order to find out what he meant to
       say; and they looked at the other in silence, almost amazed
       to  see  each  other,  so  far  sundered  were  they  by  their  in-
       ner thoughts. Charles gazed at her with the dull look of a
       drunken man, while he listened motionless to the last cries
       of the sufferer, that followed each other in long-drawn mod-
       ulations, broken by sharp spasms like the far-off howling of
       some beast being slaughtered. Emma bit her wan lips, and
       rolling between her fingers a piece of coral that she had bro-
       ken, fixed on Charles the burning glance of her eyes like
       two arrows of fire about to dart forth. Everything in him ir-
       ritated her now; his face, his dress, what he did not say, his
       whole person, his existence, in fine. She repented of her past
       virtue as of a crime, and what still remained of it rumbled
       away beneath the furious blows of her pride. She revelled
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