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CHAPTER TWELVE






              hey  began  to  love  one  another  again.  Often,  even  in
           Tthe middle of the day, Emma suddenly wrote to him,
           then from the window made a sign to Justin, who, taking
           his apron off, quickly ran to La Huchette. Rodolphe would
            come; she had sent for him to tell him that she was bored,
           that her husband was odious, her life frightful.
              ‘But what can I do?’ he cried one day impatiently.
              ‘Ah! if you would—‘
              She was sitting on the floor between his knees, her hair
            loose, her look lost.
              ‘Why, what?’ said Rodolphe.
              She sighed.
              ‘We would go and live elsewhere—somewhere!’
              ‘You are really mad!’ he said laughing. ‘How could that
            be possible?’
              She returned to the subject; he pretended not to under-
            stand, and turned the conversation.
              What he did not understand was all this worry about so
            simple an affair as love. She had a motive, a reason, and, as
           it were, a pendant to her affection.
              Her tenderness, in fact, grew each day with her repul-
            sion to her husband. The more she gave up herself to the one,
           the more she loathed the other. Never had Charles seemed
           to  her  so  disagreeable,  to  have  such  stodgy  fingers,  such

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