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in all the evil ironies of triumphant adultery. The memory
            of her lover came back to her with dazzling attractions; she
           threw her whole soul into it, borne away towards this im-
            age with a fresh enthusiasm; and Charles seemed to her as
           much removed from her life, as absent forever, as impossi-
            ble and annihilated, as if he had been about to die and were
           passing under her eyes.
              There  was  a  sound  of  steps  on  the  pavement.  Charles
            looked up, and through the lowered blinds he saw at the
            corner  of  the  market  in  the  broad  sunshine  Dr.  Canivet,
           who was wiping his brow with his handkerchief. Homais,
            behind him, was carrying a large red box in his hand, and
            both were going towards the chemist’s.
              Then  with  a  feeling  of  sudden  tenderness  and
            discouragement Charles turned to his wife saying to her—
              ‘Oh, kiss me, my own!’
              ‘Leave me!’ she said, red with anger.
              ‘What  is  the  matter?’  he  asked,  stupefied.  ‘Be  calm;
            compose yourself. You know well enough that I love you.
           Come!’
              ‘Enough!’ she cried with a terrible look.
              And escaping from the room, Emma closed the door so
           violently that the barometer fell from the wall and smashed
            on the floor.
              Charles sank back into his arm-chair overwhelmed, try-
           ing  to  discover  what  could  be  wrong  with  her,  fancying
            some nervous illness, weeping, and vaguely feeling some-
           thing fatal and incomprehensible whirling round him.
              When  Rodolphe  came  to  the  garden  that  evening,  he

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