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The fortnight that remained passed quickly, and though
       each  evening,  when  they  went  into  the  garden  after  sup-
       per, Miss Wilkinson remarked that one day more had gone,
       Philip was in too cheerful spirits to let the thought depress
       him. One night Miss Wilkinson suggested that it would be
       delightful if she could exchange her situation in Berlin for
       one in London. Then they could see one another constantly.
       Philip said it would be very jolly, but the prospect aroused
       no enthusiasm in him; he was looking forward to a wonder-
       ful life in London, and he preferred not to be hampered. He
       spoke a little too freely of all he meant to do, and allowed
       Miss Wilkinson to see that already he was longing to be off.
         ‘You wouldn’t talk like that if you loved me,’ she cried.
          He was taken aback and remained silent.
         ‘What a fool I’ve been,’ she muttered.
          To his surprise he saw that she was crying. He had a ten-
       der heart, and hated to see anyone miserable.
         ‘Oh, I’m awfully sorry. What have I done? Don’t cry.’
         ‘Oh,  Philip,  don’t  leave  me.  You  don’t  know  what  you
       mean to me. I have such a wretched life, and you’ve made
       me so happy.’
          He kissed her silently. There really was anguish in her
       tone, and he was frightened. It had never occurred to him
       that she meant what she said quite, quite seriously.
         ‘I’m awfully sorry. You know I’m frightfully fond of you.
       I wish you would come to London.’
         ‘You know I can’t. Places are almost impossible to get,
       and I hate English life.’
         Almost unconscious that he was acting a part, moved
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