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cry of terror. it was horrible to think of all the suffering she
           must have endured.
              Philip knew that on the days Foinet came to the studio
           he lunched at a little restaurant in the Rue d’Odessa, and
           he hurried his own meal so that he could go and wait out-
            side till the painter came out. Philip walked up and down
           the crowded street and at last saw Monsieur Foinet walking,
           with bent head, towards him; Philip was very nervous, but
           he forced himself to go up to him.
              ‘Pardon, monsieur, I should like to speak to you for one
           moment.’
              Foinet gave him a rapid glance, recognised him, but did
           not smile a greeting.
              ‘Speak,’ he said.
              ‘I’ve been working here nearly two years now under you.
           I wanted to ask you to tell me frankly if you think it worth
           while for me to continue.’
              Philip’s voice was trembling a little. Foinet walked on
           without looking up. Philip, watching his face, saw no trace
            of expression upon it.
              ‘I don’t understand.’
              ‘I’m very poor. If I have no talent I would sooner do some-
           thing else.’
              ‘Don’t you know if you have talent?’
              ‘All my friends know they have talent, but I am aware
            some of them are mistaken.’
              Foinet’s bitter mouth outlined the shadow of a smile, and
           he asked:
              ‘Do you live near here?’

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