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Philip  told  him  where  his  studio  was.  Foinet  turned
       round.
         ‘Let us go there? You shall show me your work.’
         ‘Now?’ cried Philip.
         ‘Why not?’
          Philip  had  nothing  to  say.  He  walked  silently  by  the
       master’s side. He felt horribly sick. It had never struck him
       that Foinet would wish to see his things there and then; he
       meant, so that he might have time to prepare himself, to ask
       him if he would mind coming at some future date or wheth-
       er he might bring them to Foinet’s studio. He was trembling
       with anxiety. In his heart he hoped that Foinet would look
       at his picture, and that rare smile would come into his face,
       and he would shake Philip’s hand and say: ‘Pas mal. Go on,
       my lad. You have talent, real talent.’ Philip’s heart swelled at
       the thought. It was such a relief, such a joy! Now he could go
       on with courage; and what did hardship matter, privation,
       and disappointment, if he arrived at last? He had worked
       very hard, it would be too cruel if all that industry were
       futile. And then with a start he remembered that he had
       heard Fanny Price say just that. They arrived at the house,
       and Philip was seized with fear. If he had dared he would
       have asked Foinet to go away. He did not want to know the
       truth. They went in and the concierge handed him a letter
       as they passed. He glanced at the envelope and recognised
       his uncle’s handwriting. Foinet followed him up the stairs.
       Philip could think of nothing to say; Foinet was mute, and
       the silence got on his nerves. The professor sat down; and
       Philip without a word placed before him the picture which

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