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chance.’
          Monsieur Foinet slightly shrugged his shoulders.
         ‘You have a certain manual dexterity. With hard work
       and perseverance there is no reason why you should not be-
       come a careful, not incompetent painter. You would find
       hundreds  who  painted  worse  than  you,  hundreds  who
       painted as well. I see no talent in anything you have shown
       me. I see industry and intelligence. You will never be any-
       thing but mediocre.’
          Philip obliged himself to answer quite steadily.
         ‘I’m very grateful to you for having taken so much trou-
       ble. I can’t thank you enough.’
          Monsieur  Foinet  got  up  and  made  as  if  to  go,  but  he
       changed his mind and, stopping, put his hand on Philip’s
       shoulder.
         ‘But if you were to ask me my advice, I should say: take
       your courage in both hands and try your luck at something
       else. It sounds very hard, but let me tell you this: I would
       give all I have in the world if someone had given me that
       advice when I was your age and I had taken it.’
          Philip looked up at him with surprise. The master forced
       his lips into a smile, but his eyes remained grave and sad.
         ‘It is cruel to discover one’s mediocrity only when it is too
       late. It does not improve the temper.’
          He gave a little laugh as he said the last words and quick-
       ly walked out of the room.
          Philip  mechanically  took  up  the  letter  from  his  uncle.
       The sight of his handwriting made him anxious, for it was
       his aunt who always wrote to him. She had been ill for the

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