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course, have been the simplest possible matter to take steps
           which would rid him at once from all annoyance; while it
           was obviously impossible for Nastasia Philipovna to harm
           him in any way, either legally or by stirring up a scandal,
           for, in case of the latter danger, he could so easily remove
           her to a sphere of safety. However, these arguments would
            only hold good in case of Nastasia acting as others might in
            such an emergency. She was much more likely to overstep
           the bounds of reasonable conduct by some extraordinary
            eccentricity.
              Here the sound judgment of Totski stood him in good
            stead. He realized that Nastasia Philipovna must be well
            aware that she could do nothing by legal means to injure
           him, and that her flashing eyes betrayed some entirely dif-
           ferent intention.
              Nastasia  Philipovna  was  quite  capable  of  ruining  her-
            self, and even of perpetrating something which would send
           her to Siberia, for the mere pleasure of injuring a man for
           whom she had developed so inhuman a sense of loathing
            and contempt. He had sufficient insight to understand that
            she valued nothing in the world—herself least of all—and
           he made no attempt to conceal the fact that he was a cow-
            ard in some respects. For instance, if he had been told that
           he would be stabbed at the altar, or publicly insulted, he
           would undoubtedly have been frightened; but not so much
            at the idea of being murdered, or wounded, or insulted, as
            at the thought that if such things were to happen he would
            be made to look ridiculous in the eyes of society.
              He knew well that Nastasia thoroughly understood him

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