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beloved.
          She received four or five friends sometimes, of an eve-
       ning. Totski often came. Lately, too, General Epanchin had
       been enabled with great difficulty to introduce himself into
       her circle. Gania made her acquaintance also, and others
       were  Ferdishenko,  an  illbred,  and  would-be  witty,  young
       clerk, and Ptitsin, a moneylender of modest and polished
       manners,  who  had  risen  from  poverty.  In  fact,  Nastasia
       Philipovna’s beauty became a thing known to all the town;
       but not a single man could boast of anything more than his
       own admiration for her; and this reputation of hers, and her
       wit and culture and grace, all confirmed Totski in the plan
       he had now prepared.
         And it was at this moment that General Epanchin began
       to play so large and important a part in the story.
          When  Totski  had  approached  the  general  with  his  re-
       quest for friendly counsel as to a marriage with one of his
       daughters, he had made a full and candid confession. He had
       said that he intended to stop at no means to obtain his free-
       dom; even if Nastasia were to promise to leave him entirely
       alone in future, he would not (he said) believe and trust her;
       words were not enough for him; he must have solid guaran-
       tees of some sort. So he and the general determined to try
       what an attempt to appeal to her heart would effect. Having
       arrived at Nastasia’s house one day, with Epanchin, Totski
       immediately began to speak of the intolerable torment of
       his position. He admitted that he was to blame for all, but
       candidly confessed that he could not bring himself to feel
       any remorse for his original guilt towards herself, because
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