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shoulder, through the sleeping jacket. Her mind wondered,
over his rigid, unliving body. She was bewildered, and insis-
tent, only her will was set for him to speak to her.
‘Gerald, my dear!’ she whispered, bending over him,
kissing his ear.
Her warm breath playing, flying rhythmically over his
ear, seemed to relax the tension. She could feel his body
gradually relaxing a little, losing its terrifying, unnatural
rigidity. Her hands clutched his limbs, his muscles, going
over him spasmodically.
The hot blood began to flow again through his veins, his
limbs relaxed.
‘Turn round to me,’ she whispered, forlorn with insis-
tence and triumph.
So at last he was given again, warm and flexible. He
turned and gathered her in his arms. And feeling her soft
against him, so perfectly and wondrously soft and recipient,
his arms tightened on her. She was as if crushed, powerless
in him. His brain seemed hard and invincible now like a
jewel, there was no resisting him.
His passion was awful to her, tense and ghastly, and im-
personal, like a destruction, ultimate. She felt it would kill
her. She was being killed.
‘My God, my God,’ she cried, in anguish, in his embrace,
feeling her life being killed within her. And when he was
kissing her, soothing her, her breath came slowly, as if she
were really spent, dying.
‘Shall I die, shall I die?’ she repeated to herself.
And in the night, and in him, there was no answer to the

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