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eyes. She withdrew on to her old ground. But still he would
         not gather himself together, against her.
            Loerke was waiting for her now. The little artist, isolated
         in his own complete envelope, felt that here at last was a
         woman from whom he could get something. He was uneasy
         all the while, waiting to talk with her, subtly contriving to
         be near her. Her presence filled him with keenness and ex-
         citement, he gravitated cunningly towards her, as if she had
         some unseen force of attraction.
            He was not in the least doubtful of himself, as regards
         Gerald. Gerald was one of the outsiders. Loerke only hat-
         ed him for being rich and proud and of fine appearance.
         All these things, however, riches, pride of social standing,
         handsome physique, were externals. When it came to the
         relation with a woman such as Gudrun, he, Loerke, had an
         approach and a power that Gerald never dreamed of.
            How should Gerald hope to satisfy a woman of Gudrun’s
         calibre? Did he think that pride or masterful will or physi-
         cal strength would help him? Loerke knew a secret beyond
         these things. The greatest power is the one that is subtle and
         adjusts itself, not one which blindly attacks. And he, Loerke,
         had  understanding  where  Gerald  was  a  calf.  He,  Loerke,
         could penetrate into depths far out of Gerald’s knowledge.
         Gerald was left behind like a postulant in the ante-room of
         this temple of mysteries, this woman. But he Loerke, could
         he not penetrate into the inner darkness, find the spirit of
         the woman in its inner recess, and wrestle with it there, the
         central serpent that is coiled at the core of life.
            What was it, after all, that a woman wanted? Was it mere

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