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issue, for goodness, for righteousness, for oneness with the
         ultimate purpose. That the ultimate purpose might be the
         perfect and subtle experience of the process of death, the
         will being kept unimpaired, that was not allowed in him.
         And this was his limitation.
            There was a hovering triumph in Loerke, since Gudrun
         had denied her marriage with Gerald. The artist seemed to
         hover like a creature on the wing, waiting to settle. He did
         not approach Gudrun violently, he was never ill-timed. But
         carried on by a sure instinct in the complete darkness of
         his soul, he corresponded mystically with her, impercepti-
         bly, but palpably.
            For two days, he talked to her, continued the discussions
         of art, of life, in which they both found such pleasure. They
         praised the by-gone things, they took a sentimental, childish
         delight in the achieved perfections of the past. Particularly
         they liked the late eighteenth century, the period of Goethe
         and of Shelley, and Mozart.
            They played with the past, and with the great figures of
         the past, a sort of little game of chess, or marionettes, all to
         please themselves. They had all the great men for their mar-
         ionettes, and they two were the God of the show, working
         it all. As for the future, that they never mentioned except
         one laughed out some mocking dream of the destruction of
         the world by a ridiculous catastrophe of man’s invention: a
         man invented such a perfect explosive that it blew the earth
         in  two,  and  the  two  halves  set  off  in  different  directions
         through space, to the dismay of the inhabitants: or else the
         people of the world divided into two halves, and each half

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