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decided IT was perfect and right, the other half was wrong
         and must be destroyed; so another end of the world. Or else,
         Loerke’s dream of fear, the world went cold, and snow fell
         everywhere,  and  only  white  creatures,  polar-bears,  white
         foxes, and men like awful white snow-birds, persisted in ice
         cruelty.
            Apart from these stories, they never talked of the future.
         They delighted most either in mocking imaginations of de-
         struction, or in sentimental, fine marionette-shows of the
         past. It was a sentimental delight to reconstruct the world
         of Goethe at Weimar, or of Schiller and poverty and faithful
         love, or to see again Jean Jacques in his quakings, or Voltaire
         at Ferney, or Frederick the Great reading his own poetry.
            They talked together for hours, of literature and sculpture
         and painting, amusing themselves with Flaxman and Blake
         and Fuseli, with tenderness, and with Feuerbach and Bock-
         lin. It would take them a life-time, they felt to live again, IN
         PETTO, the lives of the great artists. But they preferred to
         stay in the eighteenth and the nineteenth centuries.
            They talked in a mixture of languages. The ground-work
         was French, in either case. But he ended most of his sentenc-
         es in a stumble of English and a conclusion of German, she
         skilfully wove herself to her end in whatever phrase came
         to her. She took a peculiar delight in this conversation. It
         was full of odd, fantastic expression, of double meanings,
         of evasions, of suggestive vagueness. It was a real physical
         pleasure to her to make this thread of conversation out of
         the different-coloured stands of three languages.
            And  all  the  while  they  two  were  hovering,  hesitating

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