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ready, but had never made his acquaintance nor exchanged
            a word with him till that evening.
              (d) The Mysterious Visitor.
              He had long been an official in the town; he was in a
           prominent position, respected by all, rich and had a reputa-
           tion for benevolence. He subscribed considerable sums to
           the almshouse and the orphan asylum; he was very chari-
           table, too, in secret, a fact which only became known after
           his death. He was a man of about fifty, almost stern in ap-
           pearance and not much given to conversation. He had been
           married about ten years and his wife, who was still young,
           had borne him three children. Well, I was sitting alone in
           my room the following evening, when my door suddenly
            opened and this gentleman walked in.
              I must mention, by the way, that I was no longer living in
           my former quarters. As soon as I resigned my commission,
           I took rooms with an old lady, the widow of a government
            clerk.  My  landlady’s  servant  waited  upon  me,  for  I  had
           moved into her rooms simply because on my return from
           the duel I had sent Afanasy back to the regiment, as I felt
            ashamed to look him in the face after my last interview with
           him. So prone is the man of the world to be ashamed of any
           righteous action.
              ‘I have,’ said my visitor, ‘with great interest listened to
           you  speaking  in  different  houses  the  last  few  days  and  I
           wanted at last to make your personal acquaintance, so as
           to talk to you more intimately. Can you, dear sir, grant me
           this favour?’
              ‘I can, with the greatest pleasure, and I shall look upon it

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