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to her mother, was doing the same thing.
Almost 70 years after the fateful rape of

her grandmother, she was dressing like
a church mouse, torturing herself with

anxiety over buying new clothes, upscaling
her image and investing in a new car.

Once she saw the pattern and understood
the unconscious ancestral program that

was limiting her, Louise was able to make
changes. She realized her fear wasn’t hers.
She also realized it was okay to make

other choices and that in doing so she
would not be disrespecting her mother—

something that was very important to
her. The last time I saw her she was still
dressed conservatively, but smartly,

wearing a little makeup and a big smile
as she proudly showed off her new car—a

deep burgundy sedan. “It’s not exactly
red,” she said. “But I’m getting there!”

Internal spring cleaning tips

So, what excites you this spring? What
inner prompting for change is stirring?
Does a new job beckon? A new hobby?

A new relationship? A new step in your
finances? A new fashion look?

Give yourself permission to explore
possibilities and let yourself get excited

about them. Just this act, in itself, is a
gift. And if you need an excuse to cut

loose from some of the old habits and
constraints of your normal family ways
of doing things, blame it on spring!

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