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outside help is revolting, or a sign of
weakness and dependency.
For someone like me, I like to try and
complete tasks mostly by myself. It
takes a fair amount of swallowing my
pride to raise my hand in class to ask a
question, and I’d rather spend time
watching videos on how to solve a
problem than emailing the teacher.
However, I’m slowly growing
accustomed to that uncomfortable
feeling of being vulnerable enough to
ask for help. But asking God for help,
or putting all my trust in him, is still a
work in progress.
Perhaps it’s because the idea that
talking to God isn’t always a two-way
conversation. If I had trouble with an
assignment, I could find the answer
within minutes by communicating with