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outside  help  is  revolting,  or  a  sign  of



        weakness and dependency.



        For someone like me, I like to try and


        complete  tasks  mostly  by  myself.  It



        takes a  fair amount  of  swallowing  my


        pride to raise my hand in class to ask a



        question,  and  I’d  rather  spend  time



        watching  videos  on  how  to  solve  a


        problem than emailing the teacher.



        However,                             I’m                  slowly                      growing


        accustomed  to  that  uncomfortable



        feeling  of  being  vulnerable  enough  to



        ask for help. But asking God for help,


        or putting all my trust in him, is still a



        work in progress.


        Perhaps  it’s  because  the  idea  that



        talking to God isn’t always a two-way



        conversation.  If  I  had  trouble with  an


        assignment,  I  could  find  the  answer



        within minutes by communicating with
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