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stock for the kids, just like the little girl



        teasing  me.  My knowledge on the bible


        and spiritual depth were not there either,



        although  I  also  occasionally  stepped  in


        during church retreats as a leader when



        Woody  was  unavailable.  But  most  of


        time  I  was  just  showing  movies  and



        watching  over  the  students  so  they


        would not cause trouble. Even with that


        task, I stumbled a few times due to my



        lack                        of                    preparation                                     and


        misunderstanding  of  their  needs.  When



        I started to take full responsibility, I was


        not so sure if I could ever be a teacher in



        the class.


        The  first  time  I  stepped  into  the



        classroom,  I  saw  a  few  familiar  faces


        since  my  oldest  child  Alicia  was  there.



        Through  years  of  dealing  with  her,  it


        made  me  mentally  strong  enough  to  sit
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