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that I cannot pay. That was the

principles of grace I taught the students

in the class and taught myself in life: we

all receive the salvation that we do not

deserve.

I have a strong memory of many things,

which easily gives me a weapon to

remember others’ wrong doings

including my own. Even though I know

God forgives our sins, being stuck in the

past and regretful memories can easily

throw us into sheer bitterness. With my

aging, I keep reminding of myself to not

grow a “bitter-melon face”, the long but

unhappy shape in a facial appearance.

Grudging about ourselves and others for

too long is spoiling God’s grace and

forgiveness, even after the repentance. I

found that all the agonies, struggles and

heart wrenching memories, like the