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        of God’s forgiveness, ruining the joy and


        peace                     obtained                         from                    salvation.



        Therefore,  I  asked  God  repeatedly  to


        forgive  my  bitterness.  Teaching  the



        students  on  that  topic  reminded  myself


        to  be  forgiving  on  their  immaturity,  in



        the same time, my own immaturity and


        weakness in the past, present, and future.


        Abraham Lincoln once said that a man



        older  than  40  years  old  ought  be


        responsible  for  the  appearance  of  his



        face.  I  have  to  be  earnestly  responsible


        for  my  mind  and  soul,  especially  not



        forgetting  and  ignoring  His  grace  and


        the high price paid by our Lord Jesus.



        As years go by, I start to forget what I


        have  taught  the  students  in  the  classes



        unless I revisit my teaching materials; I


        only have some vague memories on what
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