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in the classroom, I can easily decorate

myself as the former, while not realizing

that I too need gospel and salvation like

the students I teach.

I found that through years of bible study,

prayers, and hardworking, my weakness,

my pride and my sins did not vanish but

still clinched my soul, just in a more

hidden and undetectable way, lurking

deep in my heart, and may burst out if I

do not control it well. More

disappointedly, I found that I cannot

totally eliminate it but can only ask for

God’s mercy to control it in the rest of

my life. However, in my deepest peace

and greatest comfort that I know for

certain that God’s grace is abundant. It

will fill the potholes in my life that I

cannot fix, cover the shames that I

cannot remediate, and redeem the debts