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reclaiming queer









             queer.




             the word feels wrong.




             it’s hurled at me with hatred

             it hangs in the air
             where it can continue to sting me

             over and over and
             over.
             I want to hide from it.

             I want to hide from me.




             it won’t leave

             it lingers in my brain
             where I let it dance through my thoughts

             over and over and
             over.
             each time it hurts a little less

             until it becomes a welcomed guest.
             and the more I think about it

             the less I want to hide from me.




             something that you could never quite articulate.

             something that you could feel but never quite explain.
             something different.
             something queer.






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