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Letters

        malaise  growing  with  old  age.  I  have  no  occasion  to  write  letters
        often,  and  not  having  schooling  or  training  in  composition  and
        grammar  makes  writing  a  brain-scorching  effort.  I  read  the  best
        literature, not fiction, but the sciences, philosophy, medicine, poetry,
        art, politics, and economics, but I am lacking in order, which, as the
        old  saying  goes,  is  the  law  of  heaven.  I  need  a  little  order  in  my
        housekeeping also. And had I known a little mathematics—I mean,
        geometry—I would do better carving. Yes, I do a lot of carving and
        some stone sculpture, which keeps me occupied in the idle hours, the
        occupation of making a figure that others admire. Lately, I’ve done
        some animals, birds, and fishes, which I have to give to friends, so I
        am a bon homme Charley. The bird is the tern or swallow.
           A few words for the doings in our families. All are well; of course,
        now and then someone gets a sniffle. Who, me? I cannot afford to
        spread sniffles amongst my “co-roomers,” some bearded, some nude,
        some half-nude, some old and crippled. I do not overeat, and have
        very few hard drinks, and I am mostly outdoors. I am considered an
        old-country man. I am not praising myself if I tell you that my mind
        is clear in thinking, reasoning, and judging people when I meet and
        talk with them five minutes.
           Modern  people,  especially  women,  never  think  any  more.
        Television and the colored pages in the cursed magazines make apes
        of them. All  are  buying new things, newer and newer—they never
        had it so good—until they tire of their wives or husbands, murdering
        each  other  or  traveling  anywhere  as  long  as  it  is  far  away  from
        themselves. The movies and the magazines have made the American
        female a goddess, and sex becomes worshipped. You find women are
        murdered every day, just a sacrificial act like the ancient barbarians.
        Too many unbalanced mentalities.
           You will pardon me for writing like an old man. If you say “sour
        grapes,”  you  are  probably  right,  for  I  am  becoming  eighty-two  in
        February. I am lucky, I can do a little work in earning my rent, and
        cut hard rocks. I am thankful for that. Write sometimes a letter all
        about your living conditions, etc.
                                                                   Love to all of you,
                                                                   Abraham Rothstein

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