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                                      An Incident With the Police











                She  stepped  back  out  onto  Shakespeare  Road  with  her  bag  and  her  chess  set

                and  she  really  didn’t  know  what  to  do.  ere  were  tingles  through  her  body.
                Not  quite  pins  and  needles.  More  that  strange,  fuzzy  static  feeling  she  had
                felt before when she was nearing the end of a particular existence.
                   Tr ying to ignore the feeling in her body, she  headed in the  vague  direction
                of  the  car  park.  She  passed  her  old  garden  flat  at  33A  Bancro  Avenue.  A

                man    she   had   never   seen   before   was   taking   a   box   of   recycling   out.   She
                thought of the lovely house in Cambridge  she  now had and couldn’t help but
                compare  it  to  this  shabby  flat  on  a  litter-strewn  street .  e  tingles  subsided  a

                little.   She   passed   Mr   Banerjee’s   house,   or   what   had   been   Mr   Banerjee’s
                house,  and  saw  the  only  owned  house  on  the  street  that  hadn’t  been  divided
                into   flats,   though   now   it   looked   ver y   different.   e   small   front   lawn   was
                overgrown,  and  there  was  no  sign  of  the  clematis  or  busy  lizzies  in  pots  that
                Nora  had  watered  for  him  last  summer  when  he’d  been  recovering  from  his

                hip surger y.
                   On the pavement she noticed a couple of crumpled lager cans.
                   She saw a woman with a blonde bob and tanned skin walking towards her

                on  the  pavement  with  two  small  children  in  a  double  pushchair.  She  looked
                exhausted.  It  was  the  woman  she  had  spoken  to  in  the  newsagent’s  the  day
                she  had  decided  to  die.  e  one  who  had  seemed  happy  and  relaxed.  Kerr y-
                Anne.  She  hadn’t  noticed  Nora  because  one  child  was  wailing  and  she  was
                tr ying to pacify the distressed, red-cheeked boy by waving a plastic dinosaur

                in front of him.
                   Me  and  Jake  were  like  rabbits  but  we  got  there.  Two  little  ter rors.  But  worth
                it, y’know? I just feel complete. I could show you some pictures . . .
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