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“Tha t   place   we   went    to   tha t   one   time   with   your   mom,”   he   says.

                “Bib’s? I made  res er vations  for six o’clock.”
                    My  hea rt  feel s  like   it  slink s  down   my  ches t.  My  mother     says,  “Oh,
                good cho ice. ”
                    “Yea h.   If  you  like   stale   brea d.  Bye,   Mom.”   I  ha ng   up  and   look  at
                R yle.    “I   don’t   want    to   go   back   there.    I   didn’t   like   it.   Let ’s   try
                somet hi ng  new.”

                    I  fail  to  tel l  hi m  why   I  real ly  don’t  want   to  go  back  there.   But  ho w
                do  you  tel l  your  brand -new   boyfriend   tha t  you’re  trying   to  avoid  your
                firs t love?
                    R yle  pushes   off  the   wall.  “You’ll  be  fine, ”  he   says.  “Allysa’s  ex cited
                to ea t there,  I told her  all about it.”
                    May be I’ll get lucky an d  Atlas  won’t be working.
                    “Spea king  of food,” R yle  says. “I’m star ving .”

                    The  cas serole!
                    “Oh  shi t!” I say, laughi ng .
                    R yle  rushes  to the  kitchen  and  I stand  up and  follow hi m in  there.  I
                walk in  just as he  pulls the  oven  door  open  and  waves  away the  smoke.
                Ruined.
                    I  get  dizzy  all  of  a  sudden   from  stand ing   up  too  fast  after     ha ving

                three   glasses   of  wine.   I  grab  the  count er  bes ide  hi m  to  steady  mysel f,
                just as he  rea ches  in  to pull the  burnt  cassero le  out.
                    “R yle!  You need  a . . .”
                    “Shi t!” he  yel ls.
                    “Pot ho lder.”
                    The  cassero le  falls from hi s ha nd  and  land s on  the  floor, sha tteri ng
                ev er ywhere.    I   lift   up   my   feet    to   avoid   broken   glass   and    mushro om

                chi cken    splatter.   I   start   laughi ng    as   soon   as   I   rea lize   he   didn’t   ev en
                thi nk  to use  a pot ho lder.
                    Must be  the  wine.  Thi s is some seriously strong wine.
                    He  slams  the  oven  shu t  and   moves   to  the  faucet ,  sho ving   hi s  ha nd
                und er    the   cold  water,  mutter ing   curse     words.  I’m  trying   to  suppres s
                my    laught er,   but   the   wine    and    the   ridiculousnes s    of   the   last   few

                sec ond s   are   making     it   ha rd.   I   look   at   the   floor—a t   the   mes s   we’re
                about  to  ha ve  to  clea n  up—a nd   the  laught er  bursts  from  me.   I’m  still
                laughi ng   as  I  lean  over  to  get   a  look  at  R yle’s  ha nd .  I  ho pe  he  didn’t
                hu rt it too bad.
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