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upward. Slowly. Jesus.

                    He   pushes     my   leg s   apart,   and   then   hi s   fing ers    are   ins ide   me.    I
                moan  and  try to find  somet hi ng  to ho ld on  to. I grip the  faucet , just as
                he  beg ins  to work magic.
                    And  then,  just like  a magician,  hi s ha nd  disappea rs.
                    I   he ar   hi m   walking    out   of   the   kitchen.    I   watch   as   he   passes    the
                front   of  the   count er.  He    wink s  at  me,   downs   the   res t  of  hi s  glass  of

                wine  and  says, “I’m gonna  take  a quick sho wer.”
                    What  a  teas e.
                    “You assho le! ” I yel l after  hi m.
                    “I’m   no t   an   assho le! ”   he   yel ls   from   my   bed room.   “I’m   a   hi ghl y
                trained  neu rosurgeo n! ”
                    I laugh  and  pour mysel f ano ther  glass of wine.
                    I’ll sho w hi m who  the  tea se  rea lly is.


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                I’m on  my thi rd glass of wine  when  he  walks out of my bed room.

                    I’m  on  the  pho ne  with  my  mother,  so  I  watch  hi m  from  the  couch
                as he  makes  hi s way to the  kitchen  and  pours hi msel f ano ther  glass.
                    That  is some seriously good  wine.
                    “Wha t are  you doing  toni ght ?” my mother  asks.
                    I   ha ve   her   on   spea kerp ho ne.     R yle   is   lea ni ng    agains t   a   wall,

                watchi ng  me  talk to her. “Not much.  Hel ping  R yle  study.”
                    “Tha t sound s . . . no t ver y int eres ting ,” she  says.
                    R yle  wink s at me.
                    “It’s  actually  ver y  int eres ting ,”  I  say  to  her.  “I  hel p  hi m  study  a  lot.
                Mostly     rev iew ing    fine- motor     cont rol   of   the   ha nd s.   In   fact,   we’l l
                probably be  up all ni ght  studying .”
                    The   thr ee   glasses   of  wine   ha s  made   me    frisky.  I  can’t  bel iev e   I’m
                flirting  with  hi m whi le  I’m on the  pho ne  with  my mother. Gross.

                    “I   gotta   go,”   I   tel l   her.   “We’re   taking    Allysa   and    Marsha ll   out   to
                dinner  tomorro w ni ght , so I’ll call you on  Mond ay.”
                    “Oh,  where  are  you taking  the m?”
                    I  roll  my  ey es .  The   woman    can’t  take   a  hi nt .  “I  don’t  kno w.  R yle,
                where  are  we  taking  them?”
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