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Chapter Twenty-Four








                Atlas  is  stand ing  on    the   othe r  side  of  the   room.  He  ha sn’t  taken     hi s
                ey es    off   me   the   ent ire   time   the   nu rse   ha s   been   hel ping    me.    After
                taking  a blood sample,  she  immed iatel y ret urned  and  beg an  to attend
                to   my   cut.   She   ha sn’t   asked    me   ver y   many    ques tions    yet ,   but   it’s

                obvious  my  inj uries   are     the   res ult  of  an   attack.  I  can   see   the   pitying
                look on her  face  as she  clea ns  up blood from the  bite  mark lef t on  my
                sho ulder.
                    When     she’s   fini shed ,   she   glanc es    back   at   Atlas.   She   step s   to   the
                right , blocking  hi s view  of me as she  turns  and  faces  me  again.  “I need

                to  ask  you  some  pers ona l  questions .  I’m  going   to  ask  hi m  to  lea ve  the
                room, okay?”
                    It’s  in   tha t  moment   tha t  I  realize   she   thi nk s  Atlas  is  the   one   who
                did   thes e   thi ng s   to   me.    I   immed iatel y   start   to   sha ke   my   hea d.   “It
                wasn’t hi m,” I tel l her. “Plea se  don’t make  hi m lea ve. ”
                    Rel ief  washes  over  her  face.  She  no ds her  hea d and  then  pulls up a
                cha ir. “Are  you hu rt any where  el se?”

                    I   sha ke   my   hea d,   bec ause   she   can’t   fix    all   the   parts   of   me   R yle
                broke  on  the  ins ide.
                    “Lily?” Her  voice  is gent le.  “Were  you raped ?”
                    Tea rs  fil l  my  ey es   and   I  see   Atlas  roll  across  the   wall,  pres sing   hi s
                forehea d agains t it.
                    The  nu rse  waits unt il I make  ey e  cont act with  her  again  to cont inu e

                spea king .   “We    ha ve   a   cert ain   ex amina tion   for   thes e   situations .   It’s
                called  a SANE ex am. It’s optiona l, of course,  but I hi ghl y en courage  it
                in  your situation. ”
                    “I wasn’t raped ,” I say. “He  didn’t . . .”
                    “Are  you sure,  Lily?” the  nu rse asks.
                    I no d. “I don’t want  one. ”
                    Atlas  faces   me  again  and   I  can  see  the  pain  in  hi s  ex pres sion  as  he

                step s for ward. “Lily. You need  thi s.” His ey es  are  plea ding .
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