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TROUBLE  AT IIOME              45

              "I have made  such a voyage," I complained,  "with
            so many troubles and difficulties. I  succeeded in
            procuring precious  letters of introduction. And all
            in vain. What should I do now?"
              Thereupon  the Reverend  Father said, "You must
            go o_n for the present, proceeding  the same way."
              AII of a sridden  the following  words came to my
            mind, and I pronounced them in a strong and firm
            tone: "God. .. is. .. not...  obliged.. . to. . .
            give . . . an  . . account . .  to   man . . . for
            . . . what. . . He. . . does."
              The Pro-vincial $tared at me fixedly for a long
            time but said not a word. Then I took leave of him.
              I went to Louvain  and met my good advisor. I
            gave him an account of my conference  with the
            Father Provincial and of his opposition.
              "To tell the truth," Father Van de Kerckhove
            told me, "I  have just received a letter from him,
            directing  me to dissuade y9u from your enterprise."
              "That," I answered,  "is easy enough. I am ready
            for it if you take on your  conscience all the damage
            that will result from abandoning the good woik
            undertaken."
              "Not at all," he exclaimed  with great  energy.
            "That I shall not do. My personal  opinion is that
            you have to continue  on to the realization  of your
            plan."
              I believe that he added: "It is only through obedi
            ence that I propose to you to abandon  the mission.,'
              I told him that in view of his personal opinion I
            was resolved to pursue my labors, since I had always
            followed  his guidance.
              Then very quietly  he asked  me to return all his
            letters and the tesrimonial letter  which he had given
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