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ual observances, was subjected to daily profanation, for the
         friend replied in words which were evidently a liturgical re-
         sponse: ‘Let him stay there. He can’t trouble us any longer.
         D’you think he’d start whining, d’you think he’d pack you
         out of the house if he could see you now, with the window
         open, the ugly old monkey?’
            To which Mlle. Vinteuil replied, ‘Oh, please!’—a gentle
         reproach which testified to the genuine goodness of her na-
         ture, not that it was prompted by any resentment at hearing
         her father spoken of in this fashion (for that was evidently
         a feeling which she had trained herself, by a long course of
         sophistries, to keep in close subjection at such moments),
         but rather because it was the bridle which, so as to avoid all
         appearance of egotism, she herself used to curb the gratifi-
         cation which her friend was attempting to procure for her. It
         may well have been, too, that the smiling moderation with
         which she faced and answered these blasphemies, that this
         tender and hypocritical rebuke appeared to her frank and
         generous nature as a particularly shameful and seductive
         form of that criminal attitude towards life which she was
         endeavouring to adopt. But she could not resist the attrac-
         tion of being treated with affection by a woman who had
         just  shewn  herself  so  implacable  towards  the  defenceless
         dead; she sprang on to the knees of her friend and held out
         a chaste brow to be kissed; precisely as a daughter would
         have done to her mother, feeling with exquisite joy that they
         would thus, between them, inflict the last turn of the screw
         of cruelty, in robbing M. Vinteuil, as though they were actu-
         ally rifling his tomb, of the sacred rights of fatherhood. Her

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