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gorget an even more crimson face, from which seemed to
         burst forth torrents of fire, timidity and zeal, who, as he
         pierced the Aubusson tapestries that screened the door of
         the room in which the music was being given with his im-
         petuous, vigilant, desperate gaze, appeared, with a soldierly
         impassibility or a supernatural faith—an allegory of alar-
         ums, incarnation of alertness, commemoration of a riot—to
         be looking out, angel or sentinel, from the tower of dun-
         geon or cathedral, for the approach of the enemy or for the
         hour of Judgment. Swann had now only to enter the con-
         cert-room, the doors of which were thrown open to him by
         an usher loaded with chains, who bowed low before him as
         though tendering to him the keys of a conquered city. But
         he thought of the house in which at that very moment he
         might have been, if Odette had but permitted, and the re-
         membered glimpse of an empty milk-can upon a door-mat
         wrung his heart.
            He speedily recovered his sense of the general ugliness
         of the human male when, on the other side of the tapestry
         curtain, the spectacle of the servants gave place to that of
         the guests. But even this ugliness of faces, which of course
         were mostly familiar to him, seemed something new and
         uncanny, now that their features,—instead of being to him
         symbols of practical utility in the identification of this or
         that man, who until then had represented merely so many
         pleasures  to  be  sought  after,  boredoms  to  be  avoided,  or
         courtesies  to  be  acknowledged—were  at  rest,  measurable
         by aesthetic co-ordinates alone, in the autonomy of their
         curves and angles. And in these men, in the thick of whom

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