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Thorn In The Heart

         militarist  soldiers.  It  was  a  hard  choice  for  him,  but  he  must
         accept it.

             Nguyen's  knowledge,  Vietminh  was  cruel,  crafty  and  un-
         moral more than the French colonist. Living in Hanoi,  Nguyen
         had a choice for free to play and to talk. Living in the village
         with Vietminh he had lost his smile, and always fearing to die.
         Also, he must pay attention at his friends by his doubt on them
         and will punish by Mss. Hang if he had a small mistake.


             Nguyen was growing with the things that he saw in the war,
         and go to Bach-Mai primary school every day in Hanoi Capital.
         He also learned from radio and newspapers that both sides have
         been using revenge on civilians to achieve their goal. They were
         much  more violent  on the  countryside and destroyed  most the
         villages. Lot fighting soldiers of both side and civilians killed on
         the battlefields. It made Nguyen carrying a lot of questions about
         the war in his mind. He tried so many times to ask his mother
         about his father, but she always shook her head and set him on
         another subject.

             The war was as a spot of fire spreading over the paper...! It
         has  been  burning  out  the  country,  and  more  young  men  were
         dying in the dirty war without a small iron bar to defense. They
         had nothing more to choose to be the dead bodies for both sides
         claiming their victory.


             Soviet  and  Chinese  Communist  party  had  strongly
         supporting  guns  and  final  to  Vietminh.  Therefore  French
         militarists  gave  the  operation  combat  everywhere  in  the
         countryside and cost the hundreds or the thousand persons live.


             Nguyen's  father  was  a  Warrant  Officer  of  the  10th
         Sharpshooter  Movable  Battalion  of  23rd  Vietnamese  Division.
         He was living triple time more than he was home on the battle
         front line. Few times the 10th Battalion suffered severely at the
         Thai-Binh,  Ba-Vi,  Non-Nuoc  and  Cho-Noi  battle-fields.  Also,

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