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5 November 2012
My 1st Psychology appointment at 12 today, I'd rather stay
locked away in my flat creating my Art works but I guess
I’ve got to give the new shrink a go
5 November 2012
Unlike lots of GPs and unsolicited do-gooders, my new
Psychologist, who I saw today, said there are certain
people who cause me so much distress I should actually
just totally avoid them. We've narrowed those people
down to 'all other people'
5 November 2012
God damn HMRC - apparently I exist twice so I have to
pay everything twice!? I'm having a job keeping the will to
exist once here.
10 November 2012
I’m at the drawing board, faced with a new lump of clay
and the knowledge that today could go either way: It
might be a nightmare of hours spent unsuccessfully
trying to fashion something brilliant OR it might turn out
that I get the knack of sculpting and add another string
to my Artistic bow....?....
12 November 2012
I feel kind of cry-ey today. Not sure why. My new shrink
wants me to keep a record of my various emotional
states along with what I've been doing, eating, drinking
etc. so he might be able to figure out mood triggers. So
today will be: "feeling unwarrantedly tearful whilst
making Goblin heads out of salt dough". I wonder if
