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16 July 2011 —
           I am the 1 in 10, nobody knows me, but I'm always there.
            A  statistic  a  reminder  of  a  world  that  doesn't  care,  oh
            how  tiring  that  sensibility  and  I  are  virtually  never  on
            speaking  terms,  "They  did  not  listen  then,  they  do  not
            listen still. Perhaps they never will"

           18 July 2011 —
           I had a BT engineer round to fix the TV & he insisted on
            showing  me  his  "special  cable"!!  I  feigned  interest  by
            asking how much 1 cost & he answered - (displaying his
            big cable proudly in both hands) - "money can't buy one
            of these darling" 1: Why fuckin show it me then?! And 2:
            Could someone BE more Freudian!? UGG! UGG!
           He left saying' "Make sure your satisfied with the service
            cos when I'M gone I'M gone for good" Well thank God
            for small mercies! I was afraid he might piss all over my
            doorstep to deter other potential Alpha Males!

           21 July 2011 —
           Finally  got  BT  to  fix  the  BT  Vision  &  now  the  TV  set
            itself has packed up. Paid to get me car thru the MOT
            and now have no money left to tax the sodding thing. On
            the bright side E-on have said they'll reduce my electric
            bill by £3 a month if I pay off the £300 outstanding in
            one  go!  Wahooo!  They'll  be  up  for  an  Esther  Ransom
            Heart of F***ing Gold award at this rate!

           21 July 2011 —
           I’m struggling to reduce the meds. My shrink said SHE'S
            perfectly happy as long as I "put up with" the phantom
            electric  shock  sensations  in  my  head  and  don't  actually
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