Page 68 - Under the Cover of Darkness
P. 68
30 July 2011
"SHIVER" Acrylic on canvas, 20"x16"
30 July 2011
Another seascape - but brighter
31 July 2011
TV's conked out. Still haven't even managed to start saving
up for a replacement laptop. BT is cutting me off in the
next 7 days if I don't pay my bill. I'm still getting hassled
by Eon to pay for every bugger else's electric. I've only
managed to pay for my MOT by defaulting on a shit load
of direct debits and my car tax (a rip off £115) is due
today. So, all in all, much better off than usual!
1 August 2011
I’m totally not coping with coming of these meds! The
physical side effects: (shaking, head pain, dizziness
spinning sensation...) are easy to deal with compared with
the weird mental impact the withdrawal seems to be
having: Fear, paranoia, self-loathing, a sense of
pointlessness, guilt and a general inability to organise any
cohesive thoughts or put thoughts into actions (especially
sensible actions!)
