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 Hashem is all-powerful and at this very moment He can give you   your prayer is accepted and answered. But know that you cannot   That is how a person should approach all of his imperfections
 everything you need in order not to sin, and that He wants to save   tell Hashem, “Rescue me and save me immediately, right now,”   and cravings. All of these enhance the power of imagination and
 you. Therefore, at this very moment Hashem can and wants to   as long as you are not yet experiencing the deadly danger vividly   visualization. When the power of imagination rules over a person,
 give you faith, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, strong will, all   and deeply. Therefore, the first thing is to yearn, want and strive   he  is an animal on two legs—a  ravening,  wild beast—because
 abilities, all of the means, and all of the most perfect vessels so that   to be 100 per cent aware of the danger. Then you can think about   the power of imagination is the animalistic power, as the Hasidic
 you will not sin and so that you will attain every spiritual level.  the possibility of immediate changes.  teachings explain. A person is called a human being only when his
                                                                                         power of imagination is purified. Therefore, the Hebrew word for
 Shorten the Waiting Period  To Emerge from the Grave                                    “man”—adam —comes from the word edameh, as in the phrase,
                                                                                         "I will visualize” (Isaiah 14:14). Every person who is controlled by

 I have not asserted that after one prayer session you will change   In accordance with  this  principle, I  understood something   evil traits and cravings must feel that overall he is not a human being,
 entirely, and that there is no need for any waiting whatsoever. I   extraordinary:      that he is only an animal and beast. What terrible punishment this is:
 have only said that the reality of having to wait must not discourage                   to be an animal and beast on two legs! As a result of contemplating
 you from crying out repeatedly. Believe with simple faith that in   As is well-known, after the sin of the spies in the wilderness, a   and visualizing this, he can have compassion on himself and feel
 Hashem’s realm, there is no waiting, and everything can be brought   heavenly decree was passed that our forefathers would not enter   that his every flaw and craving are worse than death.
 about in a single moment. Then your prayers will be strengthened—  the  land  of  Israel.  Thus, over  the  course of  less than 40 years,
 they will be prayers of flaming fire, words hot as burning coals.   600,000 Jews would die in the wilderness—more than 15,000   To Live the Truth
 Certainly such prayers are true. They bring about results, they are   men every year. Our sages relate that every year on the night of
 accepted, and they rip apart the heavenly decree of judgment. It is   the ninth of Av, the men would dig graves and lie down to sleep in   The tzaddikim knew that every sin is death in its simplest sense.
 quite possible that such prayers will build all of your vessels so that   them. Overnight, more than 15,000 men died, and the remainder   Therefore, the Gemara tells about tzaddikim who were ready to die
 today you will attain all of the intent, knowledge and faith that you   emerged to live until the coming year, when the process would be   rather than commit a sin, because they drew no distinction between
 lack. But even if you do not attain your complete salvation today,   repeated. Presumably, every individual prayed to Hashem from the   committing a sin and experiencing death. Therefore, they chose to
 with such prayers it will take a week or two, a month or two, until   depths of his heart to gain another year of life, and he did teshuvah   die rather than transgress Hashem’s will. The Gemara tells:
 you bring about complete salvation. When your prayers are strong   with all his might. Yet nevertheless, 15,000 died.
 and uncompromising, you can attain in a month or two that which                                A gentile noblewoman urged Rav Tzadok to sin. He
 people who do not believe that Hashem can save them today will   The midrash tells that in the last year the final 15,000 entered   told her that he was famished and he must first eat. She
 attain only in a year or in a decade. Who says that in order to   their graves, but they all remained alive. They thought that perhaps   went and lit a fire  in the  oven  in order  to  cook  him
 be a decent Jew a person must wait 50 years? Why must every   they had miscalculated the date, and so they lay in their graves a   some food. He entered the burning oven and sat down.
 millimeter of progress take months? If you have complete faith, in   few more nights until the fifteenth of Av arrived, when the moon is   Hashem protected him, and the fire did not harm him.
 an hour or two you can build vessels and go forward from day to   full and so the ninth of Av has certainly passed, and so they knew   The woman asked him, “Why did you do something so
 day.     that the decree had been nullified (Midrash Eichah Rabbati).
                                                                                              dangerous?”
 Do not be upset if  you have  not been  answered immediately.   This raises the question of why the final 15,000 succeeded in
 The greatest wisdom is the following. At the time of prayer, you   nullifying the decree, whereas all of the previous tens of thousands   He  told  her,  “A person  who commits  this sin falls
 must yearn, want, cry out, and expect to receive immediately, with   every year did not. This is basically the question of the Gemara in   into the fire of Gehennom. Therefore, I decided to go
 absolute faith and absolute prayer,  without  resigning yourself to   Rosh Hashanah: “Why were these answered and those were not?”  straight into the fire.”
 waiting. But after you pray, you must accept the need to wait with
 love for Hashem, and you must return to an attitude of happiness.  I  attempted  to recreate  how those who entered  the graves   She said to him, “If I knew that this sin is so grievous in
          prayed. In the first year, they knew that only 2½ percent would                     your eyes, I would not have caused you so much pain.”
 After you have engaged in your hour of prayer and crying out   die. Thus, it may be understood that despite all of the danger, their
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