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 According to the principles, you need to prepare a vessel. How   is literally his death. To acquire that perception, he must remind   prayers were relatively weak, because every person thought, “This
 will you prepare that vessel? Where do we get a vessel from? Only   himself vividly that as soon as he opens his eyes, “the eye sees and   apparently won’t happen to me.” In the end, people always died.
 from Hashem. Cry out to Hashem  to give  you a complete  and   the heart desires,” and in such a circumstance he has no free choice,   Yet that did not arouse even the sick to cry out properly to live.
 perfect vessel, to prepare all of the vessels that you need at this   because the desire of his heart is immediate and instantaneous. That
 very moment. He is all-powerful, and so that is in His power.  means that he has given his entire heart to the Sitra Achra (the   Every year, the chance of dying increased, and the chokehold
          “Other Side” of evil), and he has destroyed the goodness in his                tightened around the necks of the remaining men in the wilderness.
 According to the principles, you need to pray a great deal. From   life. The goodness in a person’s life is his love and his will. When   Presumably, their feeling of danger increased and their prayers grew
 where do we receive our words? Hashem opens our lips and gives   he sees and desires an immodest sight, he gives all of his love, all   stronger. Yet nevertheless the decree  was  not nullified. Even  in
 us words. He gives us arguments and lines of reasoning with which   of his desire, all of his will, all of his yearnings, and all of his pining   the next-to-last year, when 30,000 men remained, and they knew
 to overcome Him, as it were. Cry out to Hashem and ask Him to   for Hashem to the Sitra Achra. Basically, he gives his entire life to   that one out of every two would die—a ratio of 50 percent—they
 help you right at this moment. Speak fervently to Him and with   the Sitra Achra. As a result, he loses his faith, his fear of heaven,   certainly prayed with all their might. Yet nevertheless they did not
 complete faith—because the quota of prayer is measured not so   all of his awareness, his work of prayer and hitbodedut, all of his   nullify the decree. Only in the last year, when there was no hope
 much in quantity as it is in quality. “Better a little bit of entreaty   Torah learning, all of the sweetness of prayer and Torah, all of the   left of surviving, was their prayer effective, so that it nullified the
 with feeling than a great deal without feeling” (Shulchan Aruch: Orach   sweetness of life, his spouse, his peace at home, his children, his   decree entirely.
 Chaim 1:4). In one hour of truly crying out to God with a feeling of   income. Basically, he loses all of his goodness and all of his life.
 being in terrible danger you can bring about what others will not   Moreover, his heart is filled with evil intent, with base yearnings,   I  was very  surprised.  Why,  in the  next-to-last  year,  when the
 bring about even with 100 hours of prayer. Cry out to Hashem to   with the  fire  of  lust, with a  destructive  spirit of  foolishness and   percentage of those to die was extremely high, didn’t they cry out
 give you a heart, to give you a sense of true danger, and to help   madness, and with  deceitful  images.  He  forgets  everything: he   with all their might and nullify the decree? Then too they vividly
 you utter fervent pleas that will bring you every salvation in a single   forgets Hashem, he forgets the Torah, he forgets his family. He   felt the danger. From here, we see that a person’s prayer must be
 hour of prayer.  forgets it all, and he only wants to silence the fire of lust burning   absolute. If there is even a small point that weakens his prayer, the
          within him. That is literally death. He loses his entire life and he is        prayer cannot nullify the decree. As long as there was a chance that
 According to  the  spiritual  principles, you  must  be  someone   filled with death.   they would remain alive, they did not cry out decisively! They did
 termed “wanting,” so that heaven will guide you. But who gives                          not feel the deadly danger with absolute certainty, because they
 a person the ability to “want”? That is the Creator, the Master of   Man or woman, anyone who is working on any issue must engage   had a 50 percent chance of surviving.
 will. Plead with Him to give you complete, powerful and strong   in visualization. For instance, if a person is working on eradicating
 will at this very moment, so that heaven will be able to lead you   his trait of anger, he must visualize his anger as literally being death.   This illustrates all of the points that were made before: that even
 at this very moment. Hashem is all-powerful. Can’t He give you   That is because the Zohar states that when a person grows angry   if we pray out of a sense of terrible danger, our prayers are not the
 complete will? Certainly He wants to do so. He wants to save you.   he rips apart his soul. He destroys his holy soul and receives an   same as the outcries of a person who faces a 100 percent certainty
 Only believe in this with complete faith, and cry out to Him with   evil soul in its place from the Sitra Achra, a soul that is considered   of death. The latter type of prayer is perfect: the prayer of a person
 all your heart.  an idol.  Therefore,  he should visualize that he  is destroying  his   who feels immediate danger and who believes with complete faith
          soul, and that demons and spirits are entering into him. He should             that Hashem wants to save him—in consequence of which he cries
 According to  the  spiritual  principles  stated  in this  chapter,  in   continue visualizing that until he feels that even getting angry once   out and brings about his salvation. Only a person who prays to God
 order for your prayer to be complete, you need complete faith   is literally death, because he is destroying his soul. So too in regard   to nullify his cravings as though he is struggling for his very life can
 that Hashem wants to save you. But who gives that faith? Hashem   to evil speech, a person should remind himself that the Gemara   nullify them very quickly!
 Himself.  Therefore,  cry out  to  Hashem: “You are  all-powerful.   states that evil speech kills three people: the speaker, the listener,
 Give me complete faith so that I will believe that You want to save   and the subject of the speech. Therefore, he should visualize that   Guarding Life
 me spiritually, and that You look forward to saving me spiritually,   his every word of evil speech is literally his death. In that way, he
 at this very moment.”  can cry out properly.                                              Consider the following. A person wants to acquire the perception
                                                                                         that every time he opens his eyes and sees an immodest sight, that
 According to the spiritual principles, we need to wait. Cry out   8
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