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 sick; I didn’t have a study partner; I had no one to help me,” and   that he undergoes every day and hour. And in keeping with what   that a person cannot attain, even though he wants them. A person
 so forth and so on. They will tell him: “Everything you say is true,   we have learned in this chapter—that the essence of that judgment   can be thwarted even when he very much desires something.
 but we do not accept any of these excuses, because they are not   concerns a person’s will—we see that a person’s intent determines
 the real reason that you did not succeed. You did not succeed, you   what kind of life he will live in this world: a life of comfort or of   The Imrei Emet goes on to teach that we may justify the Chida’s
 did not accomplish, and you did not prevail for one reason only:   suffering,  a life  of  frustration and bitterness  or of  joy,  a life  of   statement by interpreting the  phrase,  “nothing can withstand
 because you did not want to! ‘I can’t’ means ‘I don’t want to,’   feeling bad or of feeling good.  [a person’s] will”  as meaning  that there  is  nothing that  can
 because a person who wants does.”                                                      prevent a person from exercising his will. This statement does
           Thus, a  person’s  intent directly  determines  how his life  will           not claim that a person can attain everything that he wants, but
 A person must constantly remind himself: “What a person does   appear  to  him  and how he  will  experience  everything  that he   that although it is possible to prevent a person from exercising his
 expresses who he is.” Think about this and consider it well: when   must go through in this world. On the other hand, his intent is his   will, it is not possible to prevent him from wanting, because his will
 you want to  do  something, you are  able to  do  it.  If  something   most extraordinary tool to sweeten any judgments against him. If   is free. A person can have many reasons and explanations for why
 is important to you, you find the time, energy and ability for it.   a person feels all sorts of depression and experiences unpleasant   he did not succeed in life, but he cannot have any reason for why
 From this, you may realize that with the help of a strong will you   incidents or various kinds of troubles and problems, that indicates   he did not want to succeed, because nothing can stand before the
 can reach high attainments in your life. Consider your ways and   that judgments are resting upon him. And that is because when   will, oppose it or block it, because the power of will is always free.
 deeds, consider your life, and you will see that you can reach every   heaven  recently  judged  him, he  did  not  emerge  innocent.  If  he
 goal. Seeing this, you will realize that everything that you do in   strengthens his good intentions to align himself with Hashem’s will,   Thus, a person’s will is the only thing that is always completely
 life is precisely what you want to do, because if you truly wanted   heaven  will  consider him  as being righteous, and in his coming   free. A person cannot always change things in reality. But his free
 something else,  you would have  reached  another place in your   judgment heaven will judge him positively. That will then manifest   will is the force that motivates him to attain all goodness and serve
 life. Your personal circumstances are irrelevant. The principal—the   itself in his experiencing everything as easy and pleasant, with joy   Hashem in all ways (as we shall explain). Therefore, first of all,
 sole—factor is your will. Therefore, the first question that a person   and a good feeling.  exercise your will! It is true that the practical consequences will not
 will be asked in heaven is about his will. The principal judgment                      be immediate, but the change in your will is immediate, and so you
 will be in regard to his will. That is the simple meaning of Rabbi   An Illustration   are already considered as though you have acted, and you already
 Nachman’s statement that “what a person wants, he does.”                               grasp the principal factor, which is the exercise of your will. And
                                                                                        that principal factor is always available to you. Even if you have
           The principle that Hashem judges a person in accordance with
 I have discussed this principle at length in order to inspire you to                   difficult, insuperable obstacles, your will is always free.
 utilize your abilities. In most cases, when a person applies even a   his will is based upon the axiom that was earlier discussed: that a
          person always has free choice, and the essence of that free choice
 little bit of will, he finds solutions to every obstacle and difficulty,   lies in his will. Therefore,  a  person  is judged  for  his will. I  will   Moreover, even if in actuality you cannot accomplish something
 and he receives the strength and energy to do everything he needs                      or change a situation, you can always exercise your will. A person’s
 to do. But sometimes a person faces obstacles that he absolutely   illustrate these axioms in the following story to make them easier to   will is so free that even if a loaded gun is pointed at him and he is
          understand, and with that I will bring this chapter to a close.
 cannot overcome, and in such a case his excuses are completely                         told, “Do not want,” and he says the words, “I do not want,” in his
 justified. In heaven, he will be told that everything that he claims   Due to a state of emergency, the rabbinic leaders of the generation   heart, he can want without cease. This intention in his heart is the
 is true, and that he really did face overwhelming obstacles. But in   met and issued a proclamation calling upon the public to gather   essence of his free will, because his will is an inner matter that no
 the same breath, they will ask him: “But why didn’t you want? It   together for a mass prayer meeting. All of the community rabbis,   one else can touch. It is in his hands alone. Further on, this book
 is true that you could not actually accomplish. But you were able   leaders and heads of yeshivas told their congregants and students to   will discuss how we can always move from the exercise of the will to
 to want—so why didn’t you? If you would have only wanted, you   participate. They said that every individual was absolutely obligated   actual change. But first we must clearly understand that everything
 would have been helped, because ‘in the way that a person wishes   to heed the words of the sages, the leaders of the generation, and   begins with will.
 to go, he is led.’ If you had only strengthened yourself to want—  to participate in praying on behalf of the public, and that no one
 and you certainly could always have done that—heaven would have   had the right to separate himself and stand off to the side.
 guided you. You would have seen and found a great many paths
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