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 Chapter Three:  express  his  meritorious side.  Even if  he stumbles a great            The  holy Ohr Hachaim  (Leviticus 14)  comments that  the
          deal, heaven have mercy, since he rejects these impediments                   Gemara’s statement that whoever studies the Torah on the sacrifices
  The Secret of Life  and wants to be in accord with Hashem’s will, he emerges          is considered as though he brought a sacrifice applies more broadly
                                                                                        to the entire Torah. He writes:
          victorious in judgment.
 At this  point, you have  come to recognize  the importance of                                In regard to every mitzvah that a person cannot perform,
 intent and to recognize that the essence of your freedom of choice                          when he studies this mitzvah in the Torah, it is as though
 lies in your intent, and I have urged you to want to possess intent.                        he performed it. That is the meaning of the statement,
 But you still lack the tools and practical framework to apply what                          “If in My laws you go and My commandments you shall
 you have learned. This chapter will discuss the practical framework   If a person yearns for Torah and mitzvot, it is impossible   guard...” (Leviticus 26:3). Those mitzvot that you cannot
 that will make it possible for you to choose correctly with the power   that he will end up in Gehennom. Even if he descends   perform, “you shall guard”—in the sense that you shall
 of your intent.  there, he will immediately dart up like an arrow from a                    await [and anticipate] the time when you will be able to
              bow, because after a person’s death he is drawn to the                         perform them. As you do so, consider it as though you
 Presumably, everyone will ask the difficult question: “Everything   place that he had yearned for while he had been alive.
 that I have read so far is fine, but how do we attain intent? It is                         have performed them. And so the verse states, “And
 easy to speak about intent, it is pleasant to speak about it, and it is   (Shem Mishmuel in the name of his father, the Avnei Nezer)  you shall do them” (ibid.), meaning: “I reward you not
 inspiring. These words fill my heart with unbounded hope—but in                             only for your thought but as though you have performed
 the end, all I remain with is the words….”                                                  the deed.” And it is with this [intent] that a person must
                                                                                             learn the Torah’s mitzvot and intend to do them.
 And one could raise another question: Earlier, I cited the Imrei
 Emet’s interpretation of the common saying, “Nothing can stand                           Similarly, the Sefat Emet (Acharei 5632) teaches:
 before  the will,”  as meaning that nothing can prevent  a person
 from  possessing  will. But that is not  the  simple meaning  of  this                        The verse states, “Which a person will do and live by
 saying. The  simple  meaning is that with the  power  of  his  will  a                      them” (Leviticus 18:5). This refers to the future [i.e., the
 person can do anything. When a person wants something, nothing                              verse is written in the future tense]. That means that in
 can stand in his way. Also, Rabbi Nachman states that free choice is                        all of a person’s thoughts he must always be ready to
 exactly what it sounds like: if a person wants something, he does it.                       do the will of God, blessed be He. That will give him
 But we see that this is not so simple. There are many things that we                        vitality and joy. That is called “guarding the mitzvot”:
 cannot accomplish. The Gemara itself speaks about a person who
 intends to do a mitzvah but is thwarted. Thus, there is a reality that                      constantly sitting, hoping and awaiting: When will I be
 a person can be thwarted. There is a reality of difficulties. There is                      able to do God’s will? As a result, when this person is
 a reality of obstacles.                                                                     able, he will do so properly. And so the verse continues,
                                                                                             “If in My laws you go and My commandments you shall
 And there is another problematical statement in the Gemara: that                            guard, which a person will do and live by them,” because
 a person is led in the way that he wants to go. But there are many                          this vitality always exists as a result of a person guarding
 people who want, yet who nevertheless are not led. Why is that?                             and keeping the mitzvot.

 In this  chapter, with  the help of  heaven  I  will  answer these                       And the Ben Ish Chai (Ve’etchanan 301) teaches:
 questions. There yet remains hope…!














































































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