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 A person might ask: “Are you saying that we do not have to   Of course, the Jews responded to this proclamation of the leaders   person who absorbs what he learns, and there is a person   2
 act, and that it suffices to want?” Heaven forbid! If you are able   of the generation. Everywhere they organized rides and hung up   who does not absorb anything. He is like a funnel. The
 to fulfill Hashem’s will, certainly you must both want and fulfill; if   signs calling on everyone to participate in the gathering. Whoever   learning goes in one ear and out the other.
 you are able to strive and do, certainly you must want, pray, strive   heeded the ruling of the leaders of the generation signed up for the
 and do. But regarding matters that you are unable to fulfill, you are   bus rides without hesitation. People set aside their learning, their   Yossi and Danny are only one example. For many years, I have
 obligated to want, and want more, and continue to want and pray.   activities and business, took off from work, and came to participate   given classes and I have accompanied many people returning to
 As we learned, your exercise of will is considered equal to deed. If   in the public prayers. Many brought along family members as well.  the Torah. I have seen thousands of Yossis and many Dannys. I
 you hold fast to your will, you will be directed by heaven, which                       see many Jews who come regularly to my classes and become a
 will give you the ability to attain that deed in actuality.  But not everyone  went.  For instance, when Reuven  was   part of the “scenery,” who listen, enjoy, and are inspired. When
          getting himself ready, his father told him, “You are not going to              I follow up on people’s progress, I notice this phenomenon. It is
 The Will Is Always Free  any gathering. You will  not leave  this  house.” All of  Reuven’s   exceedingly pronounced. There are two types of people. There are
          explanations were of no avail. His father told him resolutely, “If             those who change, progress, and rise in serving Hashem. As weeks
          you go, you are not my son.” As for Shimon, as soon as his wife
 We  have  learned  that whereas  the  deed  is not  in a  person’s                      and months pass, they are no longer the same. They continue to
 hands, his  exercise of  his  will  is always  free,  and it is always  in   heard that he was planning to participate in the gathering, she burst   rise ever higher. And then there are those who do not move a
 his hands. Therefore, even if you cannot overcome your cravings   out  yelling at  him. When  she  calmed  down,  he  tried  to  explain   millimeter, as though they  did  not hear anything. They  remain
          to her pleasantly that he was obligated to heed the sages, but she
 and addictions, you can always intend to overcome them. Even if   responded by threatening that if he dared go to the gathering, she   exactly the same.
 you cannot speak with Hashem, you can always intend to speak
 with Him;  even if  you  cannot be  joyful,  you  can always intend   would divorce him. Levi was locked in his room and could not get   I see this phenomenon in my classes, but it occurs as well when
          out. Yehudah had no money. Ephraim’s car needed repairs and his
 to be joyful; and even if you cannot always intend properly, you                        people  read  books  and listen to  recordings. One person reads
 can intend  to.  Your intent is the  principal factor.  This intent is   neighbors did not have room for him in their cars. And Menashe   a book or pamphlet, or he hears a recording, and his entire life
          returned from work so exhausted that he fell asleep and missed his
 considered equal to deed, and you will receive reward for it equal   ride.              is transformed for the better. He immediately begins to feel the
 to the reward for the actual deed. Your intent is what heaven wants                     Garden  of  Eden.  Yet  another person  reads,  hears,  enjoys—and
 from you—because that constitutes the entirety of your ability to                       then he continues on his way as though nothing happened. He is a
 choose freely.  A Reckoning                                                             funnel….

 He Who bestows  knowledge  upon man  gave  me the merit to   When these people who were unable to attend come to heaven   What Is Going on Here?
 formulate this concept that the essence of free choice lies in the   and are asked: “Why didn’t you heed the leaders of the generation
 exercise of will, since the exercise of will is always free and a person   and  participate  in the  gathering?” each  one  will describe his   Allow me to share with you the thoughts that passed through
 always  has  the ability  to change it immediately. Afterwards, I   circumstances. The heavenly court will accede to each one and tell   my mind. Everything depends on the will. Therefore, I thought,
 learned that I had merited to intuit the words of the Imrei Emet   him: “You are vindicated, because you were prevented from going.   apparently  Danny doesn’t  want to  change.  But I  immediately
 of Gur (as quoted in Mitzvotechah Sha’ashu’ati: Imrot HaP’nei Menachem),   We can see what happened in these heavenly ‘videos,’ exactly as   rejected this idea. That isn’t so. Danny talks with me and asks me
 who challenges a statement of the Chida. The Chida writes that   you testified. But even so, why didn’t you want…?”  for advice. More than once, I heard him say how much he wants
 “nothing can withstand [a person’s] will,” and he implies that a                        good character traits, how much he wants a peaceful home. On one
 person can actualize and attain everything that he wants, and that   The heavenly court will show each one of these people that others   occasion, when he was speaking bitterly about his angry outbursts,
 there is no such thing as wanting something and failing to attain it.   with much greater obstacles did attend. Those others wanted and   he told me that all he wants is to be rescued from the trait of anger
 But the Imrei Emet points out that this assertion is contradicted   continued to want, until they succeeded in attending. The court   and to attain serenity and composure. And many times he told me
 by the Gemara in Berachot (6a), which says: “If a person intended   will tell Reuven: “When you saw that your father was determined   that he wants to be happy, yet happiness eludes him. The most
 to perform a mitzvah but he was thwarted, Scripture considers it as   to stop you, you set aside your intent. Look at Gadi. His father   noticeable sign that Danny does want to change is that he suffers so
 though he did it.” It appears from this Gemara that there are things   locked him in his room, so that he was physically unable to go. But
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