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 is to ask Hashem to give him will: “Give us the heart and will to   in him like fire, and control him. Even if he succeeds in overcoming   people, even from people who recognize the importance of intent.
 fear heaven. Give us the heart and will to love Hashem. Give us the   them, he remains in great danger, because one day the genie will   They know that everything, including inner change, depends upon
 heart and will to emerge from all cravings. Give us the heart and   come out of  the bottle.  That being the case, why don’t  people   it, but they do not know which intention is being spoken of. The
 will to truly serve You.” If a person does not devote time to this   seek  a fundamental solution? Why do  they persist in gambling   intention that has the power to change a person internally is that
 every day, that is a sign that he does not want it. Then the days   dangerously with their lives? You might be a Torah scholar, living   which  that causes him  to set aside time for  prayer in which  he
 and years will pass as he remains with all of his ingratitude and all   a spiritual life, so that outwardly you appear to be far from coarse   focuses upon a single goal until he attains it. We must set aside time
 of his cravings.  and physical cravings. But in the desert the children of Israel lived   to want.
          lives no less spiritual than yours. Do not think that there are no
 The Essence of the Work  more cravings and no more dangers. There are cravings—it is just   The Secret of Life
          that they are sleeping lightly. If you look within yourself, you will
 Even a person who devotes significant time every day to personal   see that they are still in their full force and might. Don’t you have   In The Wisdom of Rabbi Nachman (Sichot Haran 51), Rabbi
 work must know that the essence of that work is to take one topic   the  desire to  gaze  at forbidden  sights?  Don’t you gain pleasure   Nachman of Breslov states that “the principal factor is the will,”
 and invest at least a half an hour of intentions and prayers on it   from the many instances that you look around? Doesn’t superficial   and he explains: “Although everyone desires and wants to serve
 every day.  attractiveness—“false is grace and vain is beauty” (Proverbs 31:30)—       Him, not all intentions are equal. There are many gradations of
          still attract you? If so, know that you are in great danger, and you          intent. Even in one person, at every new moment there are great
 I learned this fundamental principle from my own experience. I   must do the work of the will.  fluctuations in his levels of intent.” That is to say, the following
 can testify that for many years, every day I would dedicate much                       question is implied: if you say that the principal factor is intent,
 more than an hour  to work on myself, to engage  in  a personal   Make a personal accounting. Examine yourself until you know   why are there people who do not succeed and achieve? Certainly,
 accounting and in personal prayers—yet  I  did not see tangible   what your true situation is. And then … get to work! You must   they also have intent. The answer is: yes, everyone has intent, but
 changes in  myself.  I did see improvements, but  not anything   arise to do  the  work of  the will. Spend  half an hour each day   the  secret  of  life  depends  upon the nature of  that intent: upon
 essential, such as completely nullifying a craving or an evil trait—an   entreating the Creator of the universe to eradicate your negative   its amount, strength and firmness. As Rabbi Nachman says: “The
 actual transformation. Only when, with Hashem’s help, I began to   desires, to entirely extirpate all of your attraction to sensuality in all   principal factor is the will. A person’s will to come close to Hashem,
 dedicate a half hour every day to want only one thing did I   of its forms. If you do not do this, the years will pass by and you   may He be blessed, must always be strong and firm” (ibid.). Which
 begin to see fundamental changes in myself. Only then did I begin   will not change. And if one day you find yourself in situations that   type of intent is of principal importance? That which is strong, firm,
 to attain achievements and change inwardly.  you never dreamed that you might come to, that is only because   and consistently unwavering.
          you never worked on yourself fundamentally. There are only two
 And I saw the same thing in my students. Although they devoted   possible paths:  when a  person works,  he  changes;  and when a   And the principal element upon which everything depends is that
 a significant amount of time every day to personal prayers, they   person does not work, he does not change.  a person must set aside time to focus on his intent without allowing
 nevertheless saw almost no progress. But when they began to focus                      his mind to be distracted—because if a person does not connect
 on one issue only and to pray for it every day, they saw changes   If every member of the generation of the desert would have done   himself to his intent and connect his intent to him, it will be a mere
 from week  to week  and from month  to  month  in a way that   the work of the will, focusing on emerging from sensual lust by   momentary thought that will fly up into the air. If a person does
 astonished them. They had not believed that it would be possible to   praying half an hour each day for 40 years, he would have nullified   not recognize  the importance  of  planting his  will  within  himself
 achieve such fundamental changes and gain such help from heaven   and entirely disconnected himself  from sensual  lust, and the   properly, it will not be able to strike roots in his heart and change
 with such easy work.  enticements of the daughters of Midian would not have constituted   him. That can only occur when a person sets aside time to focus his
          any kind of a test for him whatsoever. Even if such a person were not         intention. Only such consistency and stubbornness in proceeding
 As I contemplated this more, I understood that the generation of   entirely cleansed from his lusts, because he had not yet managed to   upon this  path express  a strong intent, and they themselves
 the desert had also dedicated time to personal work and personal   eradicate them, he would nevertheless not have stumbled, because   strengthen a person’s intent. A person who does this every day is
 prayers. Immediately after the giving of the Torah, the children   “in the way that a person wishes to go, he is led.” And since this   certainly bolstered with a forceful and firm will, and eventually he
 of  Israel  were  commanded  to  engage  in the  practice  of  prayer.   person had stood in prayer for half an hour every day and sincerely   will be able to transform his intent to deed, literally and actually.
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