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 The Gemara (ibid.) states that the urge to sleep is dangerous and   It is proper for every person who is heaven-fearing and   Ascent of the Soul
 must be handled with great care. The baraita says:   for everyone whose heart has been touched by Hashem to
              rise at midnight and engage in some lamentation, reciting                    When a person finishes reciting the Bedtime Sh’ma with all of its
 The sages placed a fence around their words [that ma’ariv should   the psalm, “By the rivers of Babylon” (Psalms 137:1), and   verses and lies down to sleep with the appropriate intent, he should
 be recited before midnight], so that a person will not come from   the like, regarding the Destruction of the Temple and the   not pray for anything, but only yearn and crave for Hashem, which
 the field in the evening and say, “I will go home and eat a little and                  is the most perfect state. He should yearn for his soul to rise up
 drink a little and sleep a little, and afterwards I will recite the Sh’ma   exile of the Shechinah…. And it is known that the Zohar   while he is filled with intent and yearning and cling to Hashem. Then
 and pray,” and in the meantime sleep will seize him and he will sleep   highly praises this practice, and the Gemara states that   his soul will truly rise to its proper place, and it will be considered
 the entire night [and miss ma’ariv altogether]. Instead, a person   midnight is a time of favor.   as an offering to Hashem. As the Zohar states, the soul that rises
 who comes from the  field  in the  evening  enters the  synagogue.                      properly every night to Hashem is considered to be an offering.
 If he is accustomed to learn Scripture, he learns Scripture. If he   Following that,  he  writes that  a  person  who does  not  rise at   (And a person is obligated to strengthen himself with yearning, as I
 is accustomed to learn Mishnah, he learns Mishnah. And then he   midnight but rises before dawn possesses “an intermediary trait.”   have written at length in regard to the war of the will.)
 recites the Sh’ma and prays, he eats his bread and recites the grace   That is to say, the most praiseworthy level is to get up at midnight,
 after meals. And whoever transgresses the words of the sages   and an intermediary level is to get up before dawn. From this, we   In conclusion, I will quote the words of the holy Zohar on the
 is deserving of death.   may infer that a person who gets up later than that is even less than   verse,  “With my spirit, I  have  yearned  for You  at night”  (Isaiah
          intermediary.                                                                  26:9). This is an especially awesome and inspiring passage, which
 The Gemara asks: Why did the sages say that such a person “is                           discusses going to sleep in the midst of yearning and intent (Lech
 deserving of death,” an expression they do not use in any other   Our rabbis have discussed at length the virtue of rising at midnight   Lechah 83, with a few additions based on Matok Midevash):
 instance?  The Gemara answers,  “Because sleep  overwhelms a   to learn Torah and engage in songs and praises. In particular, in a
 person.” Rashi explains: “A circumstance that compels a person to   great many places the holy Zohar praises and endorses the practice   [Rabbi Shimon] began and said:
 transgress the words of the sages requires especial warning.” Sleep   of rising at midnight and extols the value of this holy time, speaking
 attacks, overwhelms and seizes a person.  of it as a time of favor for every holy matter. The words of our holy   [The verse states,] “With my spirit, I have yearned for
          rabbis inspired the hearts of worthy Jews in all generations to rise at             You at night. Even with my spirit within me, I seek You”
 Sweet but Dangerous  midnight and to engage in Divine service, each in accordance with
          his own understanding. The greatest of all was Rabbi Nachman of                     (Isaiah 26:9)….
          Breslov, who declared “that the essence of the work of a Jew is to
 Some  people  go  to  bed  with a religious book  in order to fall   get up at midnight” (Sichot Haran 301).  Come,  see.  When  a  person  goes  to  bed,  his nefesh
 asleep in the midst of learning Torah. Others engage in hitbodedut                           leaves him and rises up. You might think that all nefoshot
 in order to fall asleep in the midst of praying to Hashem. These   The holy Zohar tells (Vayikra 13a):  [pl. nefesh] rise to see the pleasantness of Hashem and
 appear to be wonderful and sweet practices. But you must know                                visit in His palace. But be aware that not everyone sees
 that this too is the counsel of the evil inclination, because the war   Rabbi Chizkiah was sitting before Rabbi Yitzchak. They   the face of the King—[i.e., not all of the nefoshot attain
 of sleep is a tremendous endeavor. If a person does not fight to the   arose at midnight to  engage  in Torah learning. Rabbi
 end and pray solely regarding sleep, he will not cling to Hashem   Yitzchak began and said:   the proper rectification of sleep]….
 while he sleeps.
                                                                                                The nefesh proceeds and wishes to rise. There are a
                The verse states, “Behold, bless Hashem, all those who
 The evil inclination is prepared to let a person fall asleep in the                          number of levels through which to rise from this world
 midst of learning Torah or engaging in hitbodedut, because then   serve Hashem, those who stand in the house of Hashem   to the spiritual world to which it needs to arrive. It soars
 this person  is very  liable not  to  experience  a  holy sleep.  Why?   in the nights” (Psalms 134:1). This praises all people who   and encounters unclean, shining “husks” on its way to
 Because a person who goes to sleep in the middle of learning or   have faith. And who are those who have faith? Those   the spiritual world. If it is pure, if it was not polluted
 praying begins to doze off and slowly loses his mindfulness, and   are the people who engage in Torah learning and who   during the day, it passes by these husks and rises. But if
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