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           The book Tikun Chatzot Hamevo’ar collects a great many of                         every sort of confusion from my brain and mind until,
          the statements made in the holy books asserting the special qualities              as a result of diminishing my sleep, I will rest my mind.
          of midnight. Here are some of them, in greatly abridged form:                      May my mind and soul be renewed and refreshed from
                                                                                             their weariness as a result of reducing my sleep as much
           A person who gets up at midnight can break the “husks” and kill
          the evil inclination.                                                              as possible. (Likutei Tefillot 35)


           He restores the Shechinah to its place, and hastens the redemption.                 Master  of  the universe, help me know that sleep is
                                                                                             absolute evil, an entirely evil inclination. Rescue me from
           He becomes a new person.                                                          the evil inclination, which is the terrible angel of death
                                                                                             that overwhelms me with the craving for sleep, and that
           He attains sovereignty.                                                           wants to murder me and destroy my entire life. It has
                                                                                             already seized me with a powerful grip. Thus, the sages
           He attains a fullness of faith.
                                                                                             speak of sleep “seizing” a person. It wants to seize hours

           His body is protected.                                                            from each day of my life, hours that will add up to years.
                                                                                             And it wants me to remain spiritually asleep throughout
           He is rescued from fears.                                                         the entire day, so that I will lose my life entirely. I have
                                                                                             slept so much until now. Have compassion on me so that
           He rectifies his eyes.                                                            from this day forward I will no longer sleep away my
                                                                                             days and years. Help me know that sleep is suicide.
           He rectifies his “covenant.”
           He purifies his thoughts.                                                           Please,  Master of  the  universe,  help  me know that
                                                                                             the essence of sleep is slavery. As our sages state, “Ten
           He gains atonement for all of his sins.                                           measures of sleep descended to the world, of which nine
                                                                                             were taken by slaves” (Kiddushin 49b). When a person sleeps,
           He attains a comfortable income without suffering and difficulty.                 his mind abandons him, leaving behind his physical body,
                                                                                             which corresponds to sleep. Please have compassion on
           He is called “God’s beloved son,” and all of the accusing forces                  me  so  that I  will nullify my physicality  and  all of  the
          fear him.
                                                                                             cravings of my body, and instead I will make use of my
           He grows wise in Torah.                                                           intellect, living as spiritual a life as possible, nullifying my
                                                                                             physicality and rising to the spiritual.
           A thread of kindness is drawn onto him.
                                                                                               Help me know that the essence of the power of sleep is
           He attains the dew of the revival of the dead.                                    due to an insufficiently clarified imagination. Please have
                                                                                             compassion on me and help me clarify my imagination
           He is healed from all pains.                                                      properly. In this way, may I not need to sleep much, and

           Hashem Himself blesses him.
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