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too much. The affective, in other hand, the love for my familiars and friends, I guess that I
won’t know until what point I dominate but when I’ll submitted to a test: with the heart one
nerver knows, Uncle Kurt! Yes, the reproaches are fair, but you must be the one who guide me
in this moment, because, on the contrary, I’ll have no other choice to continue in the same
«ingenuous» manner as I began.
Uncle Kurt was contemplating me pitifully, without doubts admired to see the
irresponsibility whith which I was taking the things. According to him, the Druids were
ferocious enemies to whom we must fear not but neither underestimate. I didn’t fear them, and
that was good; but it seemed evident that I underestimated the enemy, that I didn’t warn that I
could be destroyed in any moment, that I was defying a powerful adversary «without being
prepared for it». I ignore if my attitude reached then such grade of senselessness, but Uncle
Kurt believed thus and that was despairing him. Hence that he started to consider me an
inexperienced soldier, a soldier in instruction of his particular army, and instead of suggest and
discuss with me what had to be done he started to order the measures that in his opinion
would have to be taken without dilation.
–You’ll send immediately a set of telegrams cancelling all your comprimises. Renounce
to your job, your studies, the clubes, libraries or any other organism where you are linked in.
Say goodbye to whom you have to communicating him that you depart to a long journey:
If you discoureage their expectations to see you, they will forget you soon. If you have
any type of property name an attorney, someone that you don’t know and viceverse, a Law firm
for example, and order its liquidation. Proceed in the same manner with all what connects you
with your old life: cut off all the ties, erase all the traces, suprime all the clues. It is not enough
that you have died for yourself; you must die for the World as well!
The money will not be a problem for now: I’ll provide you the enough to carry out this
mission. I’ve passed more than thirty years collecting money and the day to use it has come. It
is as yours as mine, neffe. (Do you know that I testate in your name?). Of course, my money
resolves the problems by the moment, but it is not the definitve solution: I’ll try, in the future,
to teach you the operative tactics so that you can always obtain money or whatever you need.
It’s about techniques, methods for self-sufficiency, techniques that every Hyperborean
Initiate must know how to apply.
Naturally, I did all what he had ordered me. I went carrying it out while my convalesnce
endured, during the days in which Uncle Kurt narrated me his extraordinary story. Finally, the
day in which we had to leave, nothing remained intact in Salta, of my previos life. All what I had
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