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CHAPTER 16




                                       SEARCHING FOR THE ZONE










                How  can  I  learn  to  enter  the  zone  at  will,  make  it  a  way  of  life?  How  can   I

                maintain    my    focus   under   pressure,   stay   serene   and   princi pled   unde r   fi  e,
                overcome distraction? What do I do when  my emotions  get  out  of cont rol?
                    In   Part   I,   I   told   the   story   of   my   chess   career   pr edominan tly   withi n   the
                framework  of  the  learning  process.  Now  I’d  like  to  briefly  reexamine   the   arc  of

                those years from the perspective of the  performance ps ychologi st.  Recall tha t as
                a  young  boy,  sometimes  I  became  so  deepl y  immersed  in  a  ches s  position  tha t
                the  world  seemed  to  fall  away.  Nothi ng  existed  but   me  and  my  jungl e.  Dur ing
                these  moments  my  mother  says  I  seemed  to  beco me  an  old  man,  as  if  I  kne w

                this  game  from  another  life,  playing  for  ho ur s  with  a  focus  so  int ens e  tha t  she
                thought  her  hand  would  burn  if  she  pl aced  it  between  my  eyes  and  the   bo ard.
                Other  days  I  would  be  distracted,  chew  bubbl e  gum ,  look  around  and  smile  at
                spectators  in  Washington  Square  Park.  It  was  hit  or  miss,  and  my  po or  pa rent s

                and coach had to sit and deal with whi chever Josh s ho wed up t hat  da y.
                    In  time,  when  I  started  playing  tour nam ents,  I  had  to  be  more  cons istent
                and  so  I  started  spending  more  effort  on  concentration.  I  sat  at  the  board  when
                I   wanted   to   walk   around.   When   my   mood   was   flippan t,   I   suck ed   it   up   and

                worked harder.  I was an intense compet itor,  and  hav e never been  one  to gi ve up
                on  a  goal.  As  a  funny  aside,  my  ever-pr ecocious   sister  started  amus ing   he rself
                with  this  never-quit  aspect  of  my  per sonal ity  when   she  was  thr ee  years  old  by
                giving  me  coconuts  to  open  on  Bahamian  beach es.  I’d  spen d  ho ur s  smashi ng

                away   in   the   sun,   refusing   to   give   up   unt il   she   was   dr inki ng   and   munc hi ng
                away.  In  my  scholastic  chess  life  I  was  almost  always  abl e  to  put   more  ene rgy
                into the struggle than my opponent s. I f it was a battle of wills, I  won.
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