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Shabbat Shalom, my love! Another Holy day without you. I know You are having a heavenly feast with our Father and

King this very moment in time eternal. How I wish I could be with you enjoying all those heavenly delights. I want
somehow to be part of your lovely spirit. The longing to be with you once again is almost overwhelming at times. This

day is one of them. Tears that fill my cup of sorrows have been emptied many times now. So much I pray that you, my
once-known Joyselyn can hear me say these words;

I am always so In Love with You. Faithfully Yours my Love. You will never be free of my heart. Never expelled from this life of

mine. You will always live within my soul; always You will be my Second Element.

Nov. 7, 2020

So very hard to understand how my Joyselyn could stand in the gap for me. Her strength so beyond any thoughts I might

have. It could only be God-sent. For me, picking up where she left off seems impossible. Sometimes I can feel Yahuwah’s

spirit within me, but as I have observed, it lived deep within Joyselyn’s heart and never took leave. She always conversed
with the spirit in all aspects of our daily lives. She always gave thanks to the Father, even for her failing health. Always

seemed to work better than the pain Meds prescribed. She had a heavenly smile that only Adonai and His spirit could
place on her face. She always shared that smile with me and said all was well with a heavenly kiss. Sweetest missed and

most treasured moments of my life on this earth. Always a heart’s song sung within my soul. Musical notes are never to

be felt or heard anymore.

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