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Many well-intended friends have responded to my post lovingly, prayerfully, and giving their condolences for my
Joyselyn going to be with the Father. I thank each and everyone that has responded and shown concern for me. Many

have said that she was watching over me, and Oh, how I fantasize that to be true. I always see her in my mind; I always
feel her in my heart. She left me just before all this craziness started with the pandemic, rioting in our streets. I believe

she was taken to her heavenly home so she would not be heartbroken and sick over the evil coming our way. She

warned me days earlier that it was to be; three days later, it began. I hope she never returns to this place on my
account or any other. She is right where she is meant to be with her Father in Heaven. Free from all her pain, sorrows,

and heartaches of this world. She left a grateful heart full of hope and love, never to be missed and never to be
misused again. I will always fantasize about her being here with me until I take my last breath. Pray she will be there

to greet me with Adonai.

Nov. 22, 2020

My Joyselyn was dauntless for God’s Word. She shared His heart daily and throughout that day with unspeakable love,
understanding, and wisdom—what a witness of the Father’s love she was. An open heart ready to give more than I

could ever take in. Always more than I could ever return. What an emptiness left in this old life of mine. Joyselyn was
always about the Father, and forever that connection between us was known. It’s now the Eve of Thanksgiving, and I

cannot express my feelings. She was not feeling well this time last year but told me she had to make this the best
Thanksgiving ever. She worked her butt off, making it just that, just for the two of us to enjoy. All the love and the best
it was and now the last it will ever be. How empty this year has been. She has always been my Second Element, the

very reason I lived—the reason me wanting to live.

Nov. 25, 2020

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