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umph of morality, that well-known verse of Gilbert’s:
         ‘0,  puissent  voir  longtemps  votre  beaute  sacree  Tant
       d’amis, sourds a mes adieux! Qu’ils meurent pleins de jours,
       que leur mort soit pleuree, Qu’un ami leur ferme les yeux!’
         ‘But believe me, believe me, my simple-hearted friends,
       that in this highly moral verse, in this academical blessing
       to the world in general in the French language, is hidden
       the intensest gall and bitterness; but so well concealed is the
       venom, that I dare say the poet actually persuaded himself
       that his words were full of the tears of pardon and peace,
       instead of the bitterness of disappointment and malice, and
       so died in the delusion.
         ‘Do you know there is a limit of ignominy, beyond which
       man’s consciousness of shame cannot go, and after which
       begins satisfaction in shame? Well, of course humility is a
       great force in that sense, I admit that—though not in the
       sense in which religion accounts humility to be strength!
         ‘Religion!—I  admit  eternal  life—and  perhaps  I  always
       did admit it.
         ‘Admitted that consciousness is called into existence by
       the will of a Higher Power; admitted that this consciousness
       looks out upon the world and says ‘I am;’ and admitted that
       the Higher Power wills that the consciousness so called into
       existence, be suddenly extinguished (for so—for some un-
       explained reason—it is and must be)—still there comes the
       eternal question—why must I be humble through all this?
       Is it not enough that I am devoured, without my being ex-
       pected to bless the power that devours me? Surely—surely I
       need not suppose that Somebody—there—will be offended

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