Page 71 - The Silent Language Of Evil
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Harun Yahya

        control of Allah and His infinite mercy, he lives constantly in fear
        and chaos. Because of his anxious spiritual state, he becomes intro-
        verted and prefers to be alone. In this state, he will grow sorrowful
        and without hope and have spare time to invent imaginary scenar-
        ios. Forgetting Allah and adopting a way of thinking that gives pref-
        erence to other people; he is directed into ways of thinking that gives
        him ample scope to make himself miserable. A meeting he must at-
        tend, a bus he missed or an outfit he doesn't not like assumes the di-
        mensions of a disaster. No matter how much he tries to convince
        himself that he shouldn't care about these things, none of the reasons
        he comes up with affects him. The spiritual condition he's in makes
        it impossible to persuade himself. He forgets that everything hap-
        pens to him with Allah's knowledge; he believes that he must man-
        age people and events by himself. And, seeing that he lacks the
        strength to do this, he is devastated.
             In such a situation, the strongest body cannot stand up to the
        tension. Thinking that people and events are unrelated to Allah, he
        cannot see any good; therefore, his point of view is totally negative
        and he gradually comes to the point where he does not care about
        anything. He views everything pessimistically. He cannot admit to

        himself that he no longer believes in happiness or love. And, when
        he thinks of the situation he's in, his anxieties increase. Having hope
        is very difficult. If others pay him a compliment, he thinks they are
        making fun of him; if someone does him a favor, he thinks he's done
        it to humiliate him. If someone prefers to keep a secret, he thinks that
        it's a matter that has to do with him. His mind always works in an
        unhealthy way, and there is no solution to this other than following
        the moral teachings of the Qur'an and submitting to Allah. The hap-
        piest events cannot make anyone happy if he is negative, deter-


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