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Galbadia, of course.  They were the neighboring nation that had occupied                   “I  want  you to go  to this school and I  want  you  to  promise me that
            Timber since before Nida was born.                                                     you’ll be safe.  I want you to grow up strong and happy,” she said.
                 “Of  course,  they  do.    They  want  an  entire  generation  to  grow  up           Nida  could  only  hear  part  of  what  she  was  saying  now,  his  senses
            outside this mess so that they don’t grow up to fight in the Resistance,”              choked  by  his  agony.    He  could  barely  find  time  to  breathe  between
            Father said.                                                                           staggered sobs.
                 “I won’t let them take my baby,” Mother said resolutely.                              “Just stay safe.  Stay out of sight and don’t get into trouble.  Please,
                 Nida felt water droplets on his hair.                                             Nida.  Just live.”
                 “We can’t feed all three of us on twelve meals a week, Jacqueline,”
            said Father.  “Garden feeds their students  three meals every day.  The
            boy could get an education and do something with his life.”
                 “Sure,” Mother hissed, clenching Nida tighter.  “He could go become
            one of them.”
                 “At least he’d be safe,” Father said firmly.
                 Mother could not muster  a response but continued  to cling to Nida.
            What  was  happening?    And  why  was  Mother  so  sad?    What  boy  were
            they talking about?  Surely not Nida.  Nida was going to stay here with his
            parents.    They’d  never  had  much  to  eat,  but  with  some  help  from  the
            vegetable garden and a few bits of contraband from the old man next door
            they’d  survived  up  to  now.    Nida  wasn’t  even  that  hungry.    Nida  didn’t
            need much to eat.  Nida didn’t have to go anywhere.  Nida didn’t want to
            leave.
                 Nida didn’t want to leave.
                 “Nida,” Father said, finally addressing the boy properly.  “Do you know
            what Garden is?”
                 “No,” Nida said.  He tried to rival his mother’s grip on him.
                 Father explained.  A school where they would teach you how to be a
            soldier, how to become stronger, how to do all sorts of amazing things.
            Nida would see the world, he would rise in the ranks of the military and
            become  a  leader  of  men.    One  day,  he  might  even  own  a  mansion  in
            Deling City.  Nida didn’t want any of that.  Nida wanted to stay right here.
            Nida didn’t want a mansion.  He didn’t want a door-mi-tor-ee or whatever
            that  word  was.    He  wanted  the  small  steel  house,  with  the  splintered
            wooden door, the stained dishes, and the dirty table.  He wanted Mother
            and Father.  He didn’t want to leave.
                 “Nida,”  Mother  said  when  Father  had  finished  his  speech.    “You
            should go.”
                 This hurt him.  Father had brought up this silly idea but surely Mother
            would be on his side.  Why was Mother doing this to him?  Did she not
            love him anymore?  Was that it?  Were they sending him away because
            he’d been bad?
                 “I don’t want to!”  Nida cried out finally.  “I promise I’ll be good.  I won’t
            eat too much, I promise!”
                 “Nida,” Mother said, trying to steady her son, while still fighting back
            her own tears.  “Nida, you have to go.”
                 Nida buried his face into his Mother’s lap, unable to contain his grief
            any further.  Mother gently stroked his hair, as she tried to offer him some
            explanation.
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